刪情與零度：論馬華作家楊邦尼詩作中的同性情感隱匿與身份缺失

Love Erasure and Zero Degrees: On Concealed Homosexual Sentiments and Identity Absence in the Poetry of Malaysian Chinese Writer Benny Leong

楊邦尼，馬來西亞華人作家，其詩歌作品將道家人生哲學融入同性愛主題進行書寫，在言與意、合與分的相互轉化中，同性情感隱匿與身份缺失問題從潛隱狀態逐步顯化，而馬華同性戀者身份缺失源於同性戀群體的生存困境，並構成馬華同性愛文本與文本中同性戀群體的雙重出逃現象。本文以楊邦尼詩集《刪情詩：在我手中微軟勃起》中的同性愛主題為研究對象，結合作者撰寫的其他小說與散文進行補充性探討，並適當加入其他馬華小說中的同性愛主題進行探究，從道家哲學、生存困境、雙重出逃等層面進行分析，以同性情感視角對同性戀者身份缺失問題進行解症，同時引入當下馬華同性愛研究與同性戀者生存語境，願為馬華同性愛文本研究輸入些許淺薄思路。

Benny Leong, a Malaysian Chinese writer, integrates Taoist philosophy into his poetic works on themes of homosexual love. Through the interplay of words and meanings, union and separation, issues of concealed homosexual sentiments and identity absence gradually emerge from latent states. The absence of identity among Malaysian Chinese homosexual individuals stems from their existential predicament, constituting a dual exodus phenomenon in Malaysian Chinese LGBT texts and the homosexual community within them. This paper focuses on the theme of homosexual sentiments in Benny Leong’s Love Erasure Poetry: Tiny and Soft Erections in My Hands, supplemented by discussions from his other novels and essays. It also explores themes of homosexual love in other Malaysian Chinese novels, analyzing from perspectives of Taoist philosophy, existential predicaments, and dual exodus, aiming to diagnose identity absence among homosexual individuals from a perspective of homosexual sentiments. Concurrently, it introduces current research on Malaysian Chinese queer studies and the survival context of LGBT individuals, offering preliminary insights into the study of Malaysian Chinese LGBT texts.