疫詩鬱與癒

Epidemic Poetry Depression and Recovery

二〇二〇年初，一場海嘯級的寧靜戰事隱隱爆發，迎來無比災難的大疫病時代，命名為「Covid-19」的嚴重特殊傳染性肺炎，如無聲偷襲的戰火向世界各地轟炸侵擾，病毒滲透之兇猛狠毒，令人心驚懼惶惑且生活秩序大變，而傳播繁衍之疾速，確診人數直線飆升乃至重症奪命頻傳，掀起疫情氾濫之狂濤巨浪，廣泛感染以超越倍數、超乎想像的加乘速度，大規模蔓延全球、席捲世界。台灣全境無所倖免，原本理所當然的「日常」，因匿藏於飛沫、看不見蹤影的病毒傳播之「虛」，導致傳染確診至重症而亡之「實」，一夕之間生活型態全被疫情病毒擊潰，瘟疫仍不僅躲過疫苗的禦衛圍擋，更幾次基因變異增強，一再囂張地席捲各地各界，影響至鉅。
值此疫變瘋狂肆虐，文學書寫在此記留下生活生命軌跡，疫情爆發以來已有數本專書或合集出版面市，亦有報紙副刊、文學雜誌推出疫病書寫專輯，紛以疫情下的生活轉變為主題，紊亂失序、頹唐恐懼、孤獨哀怨、血淚傷痕等生命經歷與經驗情境盡顯字裡行間。本文蒐羅「疫詩」為經緯，據《孤絕之島──後疫情時代的我們》專書與《INK印刻文學生活誌》疫病專輯為文本，著重於「疫情生活經歷」之書寫存在的時空表現為研究面向，探討詩人透過與疫情共處對於現時情緒轉換之「虛」、行動異變之「實」的理解、具體可感的「前鬱」「後癒」實務作為和形象顯現，以共時性的內涵書寫，敘述與構築疫島記憶存在。

In early 2020, a tsunami-level quiet war broke out, ushering in an era of great epidemics of great disaster. The severe special infectious pneumonia named ''Covid-19'' bombed and invaded all parts of the world like a silent sneak attack. The fierce and vicious infiltration of the virus made people frightened and confused, and the order of life changed drastically. The rapid spread and reproduction of the virus, the number of confirmed cases soared straight, and even severe cases of death were reported frequently, setting off a huge wave of epidemic spread, and widespread infection at a multiplier and unimaginable speed, spreading across the world on a large scale. The entire Taiwan was not spared. The ''daily life'' that was originally taken for granted became the ''reality'' of the virus that was hidden in droplets and spread without a trace, leading to the ''reality'' of infection, diagnosis, severe illness and death. In one night, the entire lifestyle was overwhelmed by the epidemic virus. Not only did the plague evade the protection of the vaccine, but it also mutated and intensified several times, sweeping across all walks of life again and again, with a huge impact.
As the epidemic rages wildly, literary writing has left a record of life and life trajectories. Since the outbreak of the epidemic, several special books or collections have been published, and newspaper supplements and literary magazines have launched epidemic writing albums, all of which are based on the changes in life under the epidemic. Life experiences and experience situations such as disorder, decadence and fear, loneliness and sorrow, blood, tears and scars are fully revealed between the lines. This article collects ''epidemic poems'' as the warp and weft, based on the book ''The Lonely Island - Us in the Post-epidemic Era'' and the epidemic album of ''INK Imprinted Literary Life'' as the text, focusing on the temporal and spatial expression of the writing of ''epidemic life experience'' as the research aspect, exploring the poet's understanding of the ''virtual'' emotional transformation and the ''real'' changes in behavior through coexisting with the epidemic, the concrete and tangible practical actions and image manifestations of ''pre-depression'' and ''post-recovery'', writing with the connotation of synchronicity, narrating and constructing the memory existence of the epidemic island.