經驗性團體中的自我覺察——2011歐洲團體分析年會參與反思心得

Self- awareness in an Experiential Group: Reflective Dairy from the 2012 European Symposium in Group Analysis

本文主要針對團體互動過程中自身與他者間連結進行自我反思。由2011年8月29日至9月2日作者參與第15屆歐洲團體分析年會所安排的經驗性團體，於團體後針對團體互動議題書寫反思日誌，並於每週團體分析討論會進行同儕分享與回饋。團體內自我覺察為（一）異文化經驗再現、（二）孤立與融入的交錯及（三）挺身而出，看似面對他人實則面對自己，團體外的自我覺察為（一）看似懸而未結的團體，卻隱然揭示著生命的歷程及（二）自身、他者與團體之間，團體所創造的空間成為想像投射的客體滿足個人與團體之情緒與任務需求，自我於團體中進行活化、調整與覺察過程。現實生活事件與團體經驗的連結，迫使自身面對自我存在議題，體會對他者的責任。

This article explores the topic of self-awareness in an experiencing group. From August 29 to September 2, 2011, the first author participated in an experiencing group at the 15th European Symposium in Group Analysis at Goldsmiths College of London University. The same author recorded the interactive processes among the group members, and kept a reflective diary. In addition, peer discussions about data analysis were held weekly. Self-awareness within the group included (1) representations of transcultural experience, (2) interlacing of exclusion and involvement, and (3) Reacting against others as a way to explore inner self. Self-awareness after the group included (1) how the ongoing group represented ongoing life learning and (2) facing self, others, and the group. The group represented a phantasy object that satisfied the emotional and task needs of its members. Group interactions and processes activated the individual's sense of self and personal adjustment as well as awareness of life issues. The connection between group and real-life experiences forced each person to acknowledge certain existential issues and responsibilities towards others.