感傷與抗爭政治：許邦和革命之路的情感因素（1925-1930）

Sentimentalism and Contentious Politics: Emotions during Xu Banghe’s Road to Communist Revolution (1925–1930)

革命青年捲入政治、參加中共以及中共革命的勝利過程中，情感發生過至關重要的作用。本文試圖以交通大學學生許邦和的日記為中心，結合同時代其他相關日記、資料，從情感視角出發，自下而上地重建青年學生加入中共革命的情感機制、心靈世界。由許邦和日記可以看出，後五四的背景下，新文學和各色新式觀念流行，以及青年學生思想「解放」後所面臨的家庭生活和戀愛經歷，讓城市裡的青年普遍存在著的煩悶加重，繼而引發對日常生活和人生的感傷情緒。1920年代後期，對社會現實的失望和日常生活的不滿，讓這一煩悶心境和感傷情緒引發激烈的人生觀危機。各色革命文學和馬克思主義書籍的流行以及日常生活的情感挫折促使許邦和痛苦反省自身的「資產階級」身分，在懺悔和克服感傷情緒的過程中，他試圖通過閱讀和理論思索來擺脫日常生活的苦悶與瑣碎，堅定了加入抗爭政治的意志。許邦和期望加入一種更加平等與友愛的組織、一個情感的避難所，並在組織中尋求一種新的生活方式和面向未來的正義化事業，將感傷情緒的克服融入到重塑自我與世界的行動中去。

During the Chinese Communist Revolution, emotions played a crucial role in the involvement of revolutionary youth in politics, their participation in the Chinese Communist Party (CCP), and the triumph of the revolution. This paper attempts to reconstruct the mechanism of emotion and the mental world of young urban students who had joined the CCP from a bottom-up perspective by analyzing the diary of Xu Banghe許邦和(1911–1934), a student at Jiao Tong University. In Xu’s diary, one can note that within the post-May Fourth Movement context, new literature was popular and youth faced specific experiences concerning family life and love after the“liberation”of their minds, all of which largely universalized the negative and romantic emotions of boredom and sentimentalism in urban life; moreover, after the Nationalist Revolution of the 1920s, their disappointment with social reality and dissatisfaction with daily life caused their value system to undergo an acute crisis. The popularity of revolutionary literature, increased reading of Marxist and leftist materials, and emotional frustration in quotidian life prompted Xu to reflect bitterly on his“bourgeois”background. In the process of overcoming his sentimentalism, he attempted to escape the bitterness and triviality of daily life through reading and theoretical contemplation, strengthening his will to join the political movement of resistance. He hoped to join a more egalitarian organization, a shelter for his emotions, and to seek a new way of life and a just cause for the future through the organization in order to overcome his sentimentalism.