啟「蒙」後——席慕蓉故土鄉愁書寫與《英雄時代》

After returning to Mongolia——Xi Murong's Nostalgia for Homeland Writing and ''Age of Heroes''

一九八七年政府開放返鄉探親，一九八九年席慕蓉懷著滿滿鄉愁隨父親還鄉，遠道歸抵父祖之地蒙古，首次踏上遙遠故土，親睹戈壁大漠草原風光、實感北國高原曠野風情，深刻薰陶父親的草原（蒙古高原）、母親的河（希喇穆倫河），一舉開啟「蒙」古經歷與視野，甚受巨大衝擊震撼。此後屢屢多次往返蒙古行旅，親炙原鄉故土之山河文史，一再探訪和記錄游牧民族的庶務生活，尋找潛藏於自身血脈裡的歷史文化基因，而鄉愁印象也從模糊抽象的想念，漸進到清晰細膩的實踏，再發展到寬闊廣袤的嚮往擁抱，影響所及令其筆觸文字語境轉為雄健，書寫議題也更拓廣多元。席慕蓉的蒙古書寫，詩、散文、隨筆、日誌、攝影集甚且豐盛，多有塞北風光風情之深刻入筆入畫入影，集聚諸多情愁感動之種種內涵形象，實有別於前期創作溫婉風格，創出另番丰采異境。然新近出版長詩詩集《英雄時代》，據以炙熱厚濃情感及對蒙古原鄉的文史尋索，獻上七首、長達數千餘行的磅礡史詩，其願其志再次驚艷詩壇，亦為具歷史縱深、以人寫史的代表，此亦建基於鄉愁書寫而轉換對蒙史蒙族的理解深識與回溯返饋，本文藉此啟「蒙」後之系列籍冊文本細究析論，探究窺望席慕蓉故土書寫中的鄉愁內裡與英雄造像之深義。

In 1987, the government opened the door to return home to visit relatives. In 1989, Xi Murong returned home with his father full of nostalgia. He returned to Mongolia, the land of his father and ancestors, and set foot on the distant homeland for the first time. The wilderness of the plateau deeply influenced the grassland of the father (the Mongolian plateau) and the river of the mother (the Xilamulun River), which opened up the experience and vision of ''Mongolia'' in one fell swoop, and was shocked by the huge impact. Since then, I have traveled back and forth to Mongolia many times, personally studying the mountains and rivers of my hometown, visiting and recording the daily life of nomads, looking for the historical and cultural genes hidden in my blood, and the impression of nostalgia has gradually changed from vague and abstract to clear. Delicate practicality, and then develop into a broad and vast yearning embrace, the influence of the influence makes the context of his brushstrokes become vigorous, and the writing topics are also expanded and diversified. Xi Murong's Mongolian writing, including poems, essays, essays, diaries, and photographic collections, is even richer. Most of them contain the profound scenery and customs of the northern part of the country. Style, creating another splendid exotic environment. However, the first edition of the long poetry collection ''Age of Heroes'' presents seven epic poems with a length of more than thousands of lines based on the hot and deep emotions and the exploration of the literature and history of Mongolia's original hometown. As a representative of historical depth and writing history with people, this is also based on nostalgic writing to transform the understanding and retrospective feedback of Mongolian history and Mongolian people. This article uses this to enlighten the series of texts after ''Meng''. Look at the inner nostalgia and the deep meaning of heroic imagery in Xi Murong's hometown writing.