亞茲別的宣言與選擇——〈我愛黑眼珠〉的詮釋及其在七等生寫作歷程的位置

Yazibie’s Declaration and Selection –The Interpretation of Qi Deng Sheng’s “ I Love Black Eyes” and its Place in the Writer’s Writing Process

本論文所以以〈我愛黑眼珠〉研究對象，是因為該文在七等生整體創作脈絡的特殊性：不只因為這是一篇引發眾多爭議、討論的文本，更重要的是，它是七等生創作的一個關鍵轉折點，發揮了承先啟後的力量，也是理解作家寫作藝術的重要途徑。在研究方法上，因為七等生每部作品都透露著強烈的自傳色彩；每部作品也都是他「塑造完整自我的工作過程」的一段「不完整性」之體現。因此本文將以文本細讀，置〈我愛黑眼珠〉於七等生整體的寫作歷程以凸顯其意。藉由以上解讀策略，本文希望重新掘發未被論者所關注與闡釋的〈我愛黑眼珠〉之重要意涵，從中探討該文在作家創作歷程中的位置。
透過對〈我愛黑眼珠〉的重要意涵，以及在其寫作歷程的意義之探討，本文也特別提出，〈我愛黑眼珠〉凸顯了作家寫作的兩條主軸：一、「個人與城市的對抗」；二、「對生命愛欲之安頓」。可以說，所以需要重視〈我愛黑眼珠〉，便是以其在七等生的創作歷程中，承先啟後的關鍵位置。透過〈我愛黑眼珠〉，我們既可掌握七等生的寫作主題與風格，更得以深入理解七等生作為現代主義代表性作家的特殊性所在。

Not only does the novel I Love Black Eyes is an important work by Qi Deng Sheng, Taiwan’s modernist writer, but also is a work serving a link between the past and the future in the course of the writer’s writing career as well as a significant way to realize the writer’s writing arts. Each of Qi Deng Sheng’s work reveals strong autobiographical elements, and each of his work is the embodiment of “incompleteness” in “the process of shaping a complete ego.” With regard to research method, this essay relies on close reading to put I Love Black Eyes in the context of the writer’s writing process to highlight its implications. Through the preceding interpretative strategy, the aim of this essay is to re-explore the important implications of I Love Black Eyes that have not paid close attention to nor interpreted yet by commentators from which to delve into the place of the novel in the writer’s creation process.
Through exploring the important implication of the place of I Love Black Eyes and a discussion on the writer’s writing process, this essay indicates that I Love Black Eyes highlights two main lines for the writer’s subsequent writings: 1. “The confrontation between the individual and the city;” 2. “Settle the mind for life affection.” In a way, the necessity of placing importance on I Love Black Eyes lies in its key place connecting the writer’s earlier and later writing styles in his creation process. Through the interpretation of I Love Black Eyes, we can have a good grasp of a clue about Qi Deng Sheng’s subsequent writings from which to gain insights into the special literary style of Qi Deng Sheng, an iconic modernist writer, wherever it stands.