成年女性揭露兒時性創傷歷程與原生家庭關係之影響探究

A study on the impact of adult women's disclosure of childhood sexual trauma and their original family relationship

本研究以生命史方法，經立意取樣探索五位成年女性揭露兒時性創傷經驗的歷程與影響，以及其與原生家庭關係之動態發展。研究結果顯示揭露或不揭露是來自個體、人際與社會層面之推力與阻力的斡旋。不論兒童或成年時期的揭露都有其目的性，受訪者大部分採間接的方式向信任之對象揭發事件。缺乏凝聚力的家庭常有負向反應，互動良好的家庭未必會展現正向支持，但是受訪者知覺大部分非施虐家庭成員的立場與態度有轉變的可能性，與原生家庭關係亦隨之變化。揭露後所得之正向和負向回應皆交織作用於受訪者的生命歷程，產生具破壞性也具修復性的影響。

Purposive sampling of 5 female survivors were interviewed in a life history research used in-depth interviews, which explored 5 early adulthood women’s experience of disclosing of CSA, and the dynamic development of their family relationship.
The decision of disclose or not was the mediation of assists and barriers from individual, interpersonal and social levels. No matter what age the victims are in, disclosure must have a purpose for them. Most respondents reported CSA to trusted objects indirectly. Lack of cohesion in the family were related to negative reactions, on the other hand, healthy family didn't always show positive responses. However, the attitudes of most non-abusive family members were flexible. All positive and negative responses were destroying or repairing the lives of the women interviewed.