信仰中的玫瑰：與性交易少女共在的社工情感勞動

The rose in faith: Social worker being with under-aged female social workers by emotional labor

兒少性交易體制用特定的視框看待少女的生命，很難不看見重重問題，看見了問題也忍不住想要提供專業服務「拯救」少女離開八大產業，當少女不按照這樣的腳本改變自己時，社會工作者不免感到疲憊與挫折，多半認為自己專業度不足，或少女「不受管教」、「執迷不悟」。基督信仰提供了我作為性交易體制中的一位社工、以及作為一個人／女人另外一個視框，重新看待自己及少女的生命經驗，發現其實我們共同都在追尋愛，都在日常生活的關係中體會愛、實踐愛，這讓我們有了「共在」的可能性。要跨越體制賦予我和少女「社工」與「個案」這個位置與身分，必須投入自己的生命，要用自己這個人與少女一起走一段，不僅是用專業技術與服務，更要用情緒與情感與其同行。情緒與情感勞動難以量化，更是難以被視為社會工作者專業性的一部份，而被視為理所當然，甚至沒有察覺這是勞動的一環。然而，奠基在基督信仰之上的情感勞動正是我與這群「非自願」進入服務系統的少女得以靠近、建立起關係的主要因素之一，有了關係，才有了發展不同經驗的可能性。

In the system of The Child and Youth Sexual Exploitation Prevent Act, the life of girls is defined within a specific frame. In this specific frame more problems which behind the problem are difficult to find. However, even if there are problems, social workers cannot help but try to provide their professional service to “save” those girls from sex industry. When those girls are reluctant to change themselves according to this frame, it is inevitable that social workers will feel exhausted and frustrated, thinking that they are not respected, or the girls are difficult to discipline and are stubborn. Christianity provides me another frame to be a social worker working with girls in sex work, as well as a person/ a woman. It allows me to see my own life experience and the girls' in a new way, discovering that we are all in the pursuit of love. The fact that we all experience love and practice love in our daily lives makes our co-existence possible. In order to cross the gap created by this system, in which the girls and I are in the position as cases and a social worker, I have to devote myself, and to be with those girls. I have to stand with them not only with my service, but also to put my feelings and emotions in it. These are things that are hard to be quantified, and therefore feelings and emotion work are hard to be seen as part of the profession of social worker. Furthermore, to devote feelings and emotions is often seen as common, and it is hard to realize that emotion work is also a part of the work. However, the emotion work which based on Christianity is one of the facts that allows me to be closer to those girls who entered into service involuntarily, and to build relationships with them. It is the relationship that makes the development of different experiences possible.