中文摘要 |
本文旨在揭櫫蕭紅創作中形塑一連串的「惡母」群像,導向「非人化」、「失職化」、「否定生育」三大層面。其深層底蘊來自於蕭紅生命裡「審母」心態,強調母性生命本質的脆弱與不可信。又蕭紅作品中曾以「惡言惡色」評價自己的母親,然持平而論,實屬不然。蕭紅本身被祖父「溺愛慣壞」,導致她對於愛的認知有所曲解,往往拿祖父的愛評判其他人屬於「正常範疇」的愛意,而蕭紅嚮往的母愛也就此殞落,以致蕭紅往後對感情過分依賴與難以依附的兩大極端。最後諦視蕭紅如何重構失落的母愛,筆者以為有兩大走向:一即蕭紅作品常顯露對「精神家園」的追求;二是蕭紅在未來創作與真實生命中,重新檢視母女關係後,以散文〈感情的碎片〉重構生命記憶中的「母親形象」,消解蕭紅內心的「怨母情結」。
The study aims at all the writings of Xiao Hong, whose motif in “Wicked Mother Group” is silhouetted. Dehumanization, remiss parent-child relationship, and the rebuff of procreation are three aspects embraced to discuss. The inmost thought which the author was essayed to illustrate could be underpinned through personal attitude toward scrutinizing the verity and the figure of “a mother.” Individual context in life of the author made her mistrust the role of her mother and she accentuated the weakness and unbelief of the innate character of being a mother. “The mother” could not enact the role as she was expected by the society due to the limitation of patriarchy plus the change of times and poverty. My opinion differs on what the author had written about her mother. The author was actually spoiled via her grandfather; thus she distorted the understanding of love. The refusal of grandfather's love also affected the author. Thereby the love given by her mother was obliterated from her mind. She extremely leant on the feeling which disturbed her affective tranquil and made her demur at the absolute of mother's bearing whose female parental duties were yet more disapproving. The re-construction of lost mother's love is my eventual focus of this study. Subsequent writings from Xiao Hong held the tendency of delving into the actuality of mother's love. Efforts of the author to woo the “spiritual homeland” provided the clue of the characteristics of being a mother. Articles such as “Backyard” and “Storeroom” proved the concept of mental hearth and the love from her mother. Then the author perceived the relationship between her mother and her anew. She created “Image of Maternity ” to replace the complex of the hatred of Mom. The essay “A Fragment of Feelings” cited the perspective to re-write her works and real life. The author shifted her impression and memory, my points issued from the study have transferred hence. |