于秘密之所探光：遭遇的書寫與描繪的自我

Exploring Secrets in Private Writing: To Rebuild Life and Portray Self

本文旨在探討人（寫作者）、書寫與自我三者間之關係、內容與意義，而我們研究的對象則是近年來始出現，以自我吐露的方式書寫之相關敘事作品。本研究指出，書寫之為一種敘事與行動，除了具有展演與構成「寫作者 ／行動者」的事件和故事經驗之外，它還是「自我指涉」的，因為在敘事的過程中，作者本身亦會逐漸形成其自我理解與認同。進一步的分析，這一認同建構的過程，尚涉及了自我意識之客體化與公共性的體現過程。

This paper intends to explore the relations, contents and meanings among the individual (story maker), writing and the self. The texts analyzed were current, self-disclosed narratives. As a narration and action, writing may not only re-perform the event but also constitute the experience of the story writer/actor. As self-referents, the story makers gradually form their self-understandings and identities. The objectivity and publicity of self-consciousness were also involved in the process of identity construction.